i dont ask u to give me a moon..im only asking u some appreciation

ermm..ive been keeping this feeling since 3weeks ago..no one know about this even u..im really disappointed..frustrated with u..the more i keep inside..the more i suffer...thats all..lets say if we have someone special..n we also have other special person..but we only come to the first special person during we have a problem..what will the first special person feel??n beside that what happen to the first special person in ur life if he/she know that u are offering something like topup to second special person as u wanted he/she to msg with u..both of special person can be refer as best friend,bf,gf or mybe scandal..ermm..what do u feel..ive been thinking about this long ago but now only my heart making some rebelation about it..its not about price..its about appreciation...i never get this in whole life..thats what make me feel so sad..because u are soo special in my eyes..u are everything for me beside my family..its not good for me to write this..n im not pointing to anyone...im just expressing what i feel beside then hurting somebody heart..thats all...hati aku sedih sgt..aku xpenah rasa mcm dihargai...cuba faham apa aku rasa..cuba rasa apa aku rasa..n please..jgn sapa2 trasa ngn apa aku tulis nie..sbb aku.....mmg rasa cmni skunk nie...mybe aku just prlu lpakn sja bnda nie..xpyh mntk apa2 later rasa nie akn hilang....ermm...xpa larh..sapa la aku ini untuk dptkn apa yg xmmpu aku dptkn..bye